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Tuesday, September 02, 2008
net speed - 0.0000000 kbps .
yay ! my net's capped ! (sarcasm)
finally finished my book. though there's more, i cbf to type it all out.
thought i saw a figure walk towards me one second ago.
reminds me of that time.
ma says she saw a figure pull me into the water & drown me.
can't approach a deep level of water anymore.
ma says she saw a spirit pull me in.
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Monday, September 01, 2008
mmm, first day of spring.
i know no-one is reading this, unless you read my nic which says "blogging" at the end & was curious to see what i was writing. LOL .
but .. last week, almost every night that week, i keep experiencing the same night over .. & over .. again. night 1, i was afraid to fall asleep again .. thinking "what the hell, why now ?" i remember thinking .. "if i could turn the hands of time". night 1, i dreamt i was still with him, everything was fine, everything was .. how it was before. waking up with a shock, knowing i told myself more than a million times, maybe more, that i won't waste my tears on him again, because it's been too long for me to keep holding on.. but i couldn't face it, turned my head to the pillow, & everything seemed blank. i just cried. & said .. "i miss him". next night, we had an argument, & then next night, it ended. it was a sequel. wish i never dreamt those last 2 nights.
seeing him on saturday, was a shock. i only went there to play table tennis with my dad, & to visit kim, as i knew she was at work. hahas, what a suprise, i saw jenna aswell. minutes passed, i was standing near the door. some guy walked through, first though to me "damn, he looks alright". taking a closer look, i turned around to try to walk around, but a group of people were blocking me, & all i wanted was for them to step away so i was able to find a place to sit & get myself together.
it's not like i haven't tried, it's not like i didn't want it to be something. but it's over, & it's been more than 5 months. & i hear he's moved on now, that he's found someone already, & i think .. "she's one lucky girl". i may have taken what we had for granted, maybe i didn't use it like how he wanted me to .. but when i found he probably had feelings for her.. he didn't tell me. & it's not like i can demand for him to confess. he didn't tell me .. i have to abide it. now he's moved on .. the only option left for me to do is to move on. because what's the point of reminiscing ? when there was no past ?
i know you're not reading this. & i'm 100% sure you're not.
i miss you . i still do, & i know you've walked away long ago already, & now you're seeing someone, & you're thinking "she's the one". will she ever love you the way i loved you ? could she just say it, & mean it ?
if only we were friends once again.
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Friday, August 29, 2008
$40 for dad's birthday & father's day present
$20/30 for s's bday present
$29 for sexy top at jay jays
$30 for brown bag at valley girl
$30 for optus prepaid credit
$15 for hampster
Total : $......
long term :
$1500 for custom built computer.
$$$ for electric guitar
ANYWAY ! ROFL AT YESTERDAY IN SCIENCE CLASS !
lisa:dudee, i'm not like interested in guys anymore
adriana:so you're into chicks now?
lisa:NOO ! YOU'RE JUST SICK ! LOL ! i'm not into guys, as in i don't want one.
lisa: aye john, do you play silkroad?
john:yeahh, do you?
lisa:yes(lies for john)
kiet:do you play silkroad?
wayne:do you play silkroad?
stanley:ohh yeah she's that ___(name of character)
(john turns around)
we both shrug our shoulders, like, what's he on about ? LOL.
ms cox.:talk quietter
stanley:shouldn't it be quietly ?
LOL. science class.. ahh .
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Tuesday, August 26, 2008
COLDDDDDDDDDDD.
alex, if you're reading.
if you nudge me again, your ass is going back to khampuchea.
:D MWA.
so there's this total sexay cunt. he's name's alex.
we're BFFLs. we tight to the end, we carve our names on tress saying,
LISA + ALEX = BESTIES.
AS IFFFFFFFFFFFF ! HAHAHAHS !
` ALEX _ I'm an uptown girl downtown guy :) says:
ohhhh dearest, sweetest lisa. i'm such a suck up, but it's so true, i just had to tell you this, my life would not be complete without you. you are the best, & i suck. (EPIC FAIL)
l i s 4 ; | ppting. says:
you speak the truth alex, you speak the truth (pats head)
you can look at his heartbreaking blogs.
http://superralex.blogspot.com
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Monday, August 25, 2008
happy age of consent my tien ! :D
history assignment ? DONE.
geography assignment ? DONE.
english essay ? DONE.
commerce assignment ? undergoing
bonnyrigg live ppt ? have to do
maths exam ? bummm.
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008
ROFL sothhhh ! you're so funnnnny !
dw, i wanted to slap him today ;)
TODAY WAS OFF THA HOOK !
bangarra dance productions, nice work !
& HELEN ! give me yours legs ! LOL !
like DAYMMM !
& ROFL in the bus.
some guy walks into the bus,
lisa : his alright
mai : hahas i knew you would say that
jenna : for once you think the same as me
guy walks down to the back seats
lisa : i reconsider
jenna : these guys (diana etc.) thinks he's ugly
lisa : LMFAO ! now i do too
elly to guy : uhh, are you alright there ?
us : .. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAS !
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
i would like to acknowledge johnny.
there. happy bitch ?
hahas i'm kidddddddding dude. don't cry :)
nerh, readers, see my recent blog ? no this but yeah, the one below this ? WELL, a friend of mine let me borrow his themes for xp, ain't it sexy ? just like him ! :D ROFL ! i'm kidding (looks around) WELL !
thankyouuuuuu johnnnyyyy darlingggg. i owe you much. (angel face)
YAY ! i'm capped again ! = =
& i finished my history assingment. WOOO ! IN YOUR FACE JOHN KERR & LIBERAL PARTY !
needs to do geo & commerce assi now.
study for maths exam bruhhh.
work on y10 @ bhs webpage.
LOL @ netball today.
jaklin says : omgggg ! look who it is
(netball team looks at miller's coach)
..
HHAHAHAHAHAHAHS !
omg it was the teacher we had an argument withhhhh !
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Monday, August 18, 2008
OMG ROFLLLLL !
I FINALLY FIXED MY LAPTOPPPP !
freaking had to run regedit & the other one.
& NOW, IT WORKS. WOOO !
showing off my new desktop layout ;)
X. THIS PICTURE HAS BEEN REMOVED.
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Saturday, August 16, 2008
on thursday :
my : did you see (letter of the alphabet) today ?
me : umm .. no .. why ?
my : he came
jaklin : he walked past the room you were practising dance in
my : are you seriousss ?
so i was 2 meters away from him, yet so far away.
wish i could've known, & could have said a "hey, i can explain"
but i missed it, & elly made a call with my phone, but my phone is fucked up ! & yeah you can't hear the voice on the other side sometimes. but yeah ..
ANYWAY.
i might as well post my note to self here :
1. begin geography assignment
2. begin history assignment
3. begin commerce assignment
4. analyse sleep by kenneth slessor & do questions
6. complete maths exercises on similarity
5. study for trials & exams
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
HAHAHAHS @ SCIENCE TODAY !
helen asks : so when the women' water breaks, it comes from here yeah ? (points to sheet)
lisa : yeahhh, that's the amniotic fluid. hey, instead of saying "omg my water broke" then why can't they say, "AHH MY AMNIOTIC FLUID BROKE !"
helen : HAHAHAS !
LMFAO @ ENGLISH TODAY.
kim : if anyon posts anything up of me on facebook, their DEAD ! i'll strangle them !
(lisa & diana looks @ eachother.)
(diana's head on the table laughing)
(lisa turns to face helen)
(helen has the OH SHIT facial expression)
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHS !
lunch :
kim : well you've hidden stuff away from us aswell
lisa : alright well here's the truth. i thought i was over him & then i went onto be & i saw something, & i'm usually like, oh fuck him. but this time, i saw a pic of him & these girls thingy & yeah long story. then saw his other half & then i was like. he moved on. then i cried. then i closed the window. &i was uncapped. so the pic loaded quickly, & i was going to close it but it loaded like fast. now i think that he's moved on with his life. & i think i really hate him now, but yeah, now i look back & who cares if his moved on i don't give a fuck. so yeah. (breathes)
kim : uhh .. (looks down)
commerce :
lisa : yeah .. i think he's moved on now .. i think i hate him now ..
jaklin : yeah sureeeeeeeeee, you "hate" him, & you still cried for him
mai : you hate him, but you're still hurt from him.
lisa : (mind is thinking, all i wanted was for us to be friends again, but .. i guess he didn't want it to be that way. he said he dosen't deserve to speak to me again, but that's the last thing i wanted from him, friendship.. nothing else. just a, hey what are you up to ? at first, he kept on telling me there would be another us, that he wants there to be another 918, & start fresh. but then it happened .. again .. (8)pushing me back out the door(8). can't believe it happened again.. he broke my hope. guess he wasn't true, that everything he said was a lie. & i wished he would have listened to the words i had to say.. the true story about everything. but when he told me he didn't feel anything for me, after what i have told him, i thought .. then what's the point of telling him what i have to say ? because he won't listen .. & still. he dosen't know.)
sheeezuz maleeeezuz, i'm beginning to concentrate harder on studies now. much harder. went through the board of studies sc booklet.
people, the dates are
MONDAY 10TH NOVEMBER :
english-literacy
science
TUESDAY 11TH NOVEMBER :
mathematic
history & geo
WEDNESDAY 12TH NOVEMBER - FRIDAY 14TH NOVEMBER
computing skills
but ey, they're not gonna be that bad compared to trials. likeeeee, farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
OH & PEOPLE.
on saturday november 8th, bigg rigg will be held @ bonnyrigg high school !
volunteers, please notify kellie from SRC.
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